It was one of those bizarre experiences that I had. I met a guy who obviously was not a sincere admirer but who utter the words anyway. He would give me the attention that somehow pleased my ego yet not believing it was true. And the psycho-game started to play on my emotion. As usual it was the guy pursue gal script we played.
Then one day, the guy obviously could not play the game any longer. He must have ran out of tricks to try or simply must have exhausted all his energy in the pursuit. He decided to play his game on a more hopeful, probably a lovelier and possibly a more exciting playmate. He drifted away from me - oh this internet thing - my friend gorgeoushoney and me just love it. we could sit in front of our windows chatting, laughing and playing together day and night.
One time internet connection played up. My communication window refused to move and I could not type anything on it. gorgeoushoney and I were in the course of a hilarious exchange of jokes and fun. To make up for lost communication, we started writing on the status space of our messenger list. Then my Mr. Admirer came online to invite someone to view his webcam.
My nerves started to freeze when he never tried to invite nor said hi. Oh no, the bug started to get jealous. Then I told gorgeoushoney look here what he is doing, my Mr Admirer is ignoring me ... he is on his webcam with another person and oh no I could cry they have been there for hours now - we never had that !!!! gorgeoushoney continue to laugh and send those "good for you playful bug finally you are caught affected."
oh noooooooooo, the bug is in-love with her playmate. gorgeoushoney helpppppppppp.
it was finally 3:00 the following morning when gorgeous and the bug wrapped up. they have been on and off the line from early morning of the previous day. The bug could not sleep, now she grabbed her headset, put the volume on high, opened her limewire file and played her tunes on the VLC ... huhuhu ... you are always on my mind started playing.
that is what we sometimes get ... a good girl with some uncanny habits ... candidly caught in some foolish game called jealousy ... words are really powerful this i have often said. we play with words just like we play with matches and it can be dangerous. the bug tossed and turned in her sleep - oh well i will be alright when the sun is up ...
